I've had a stressful couple of months, to be honest. It's been busy, hectic, all that stuff. I haven't really been doing the kind of stuff at work that I really wnated to do when I moved here, and well I've been depressed.

Part of me just wants to get out. I want to get into something I can believe in a little more than I do now, maybe do communications work for a non-profit in a field that I love, maybe the arts, working with poor, in housing or urban issues, something, and at the same time move to a larger city, maybe home to Vancouver.

Part of me feels that would be a cowardly thing to do. That I should tough it out here, do what I can to shape my situation. Though how much power I have over that, I don't know.

Either way, I'm not sure.

In the meantime, I'm trying to upload a bit more often and that's going well.