This is a very odd poem to me, but then again a very odd feeling, too, and i feel i just have to get this out. This didn't exactly happen, but it's just that i'm so used to being alone, well not entirely, but even in groups i'm often alone, even surrounded by people who love me, and to be not alone feels so weird. I haven't been in a relationship that's lasted more than two weeks in two years, and i've been in a lot of those two week ones, and it's just amazed me so much that this one has actually lasted, like in a very very very good way.

And in a way i feel a little weird in that i haven't been able to write recently, a side effect of me being perfectly happy without a need in the world lol. I have an outlet for that happiness and i just haven't needed poetry, which feels very odd as well.

But anyway, to the poem.